I felt it today. It's been a while.
I still lurk and post a bit on the ITSG board, but don't really invest in any of the posters there, until a graduate came back for IVF #2 for #2. It worked first time, again.
I could feel the twisting in my heart, like a knife cleanly jabbed right in. Why her? Why not me?
Don't get me wrong, I'm glad that it worked for her. I'm just sad it didn't work for me.